“I’m fine” at 3am: a nurse’s honest words
At three in the morning, the ward finally goes quiet.
This is a forest of stories from Malaysian doctors, pharmacists, nutritionists, nurses and others with a healthcare background. Each story becomes a tree. Walk through it, or plant your own without giving your name.
Every tree is someone’s story, told with permission. Names, places and hospitals are changed so nobody can be identified.
At three in the morning, the ward finally goes quiet.
Of all the healthcare people I know, she is the one whose story stings the most.
He graduated in pharmacy from Monash University, on several scholarships that covered all his fees and still left a surplus.
From the time he was very small, my cousin said he would be a doctor when he grew up.
I have seen too many people with a medical or health background in Malaysia whose talent goes unrecognised. Every day they listen to other people, but very few people listen to them. I made this site so their stories can be heard.
Read the whole storySomething you have never said out loud is a good place to start. You don’t need to give your name.
I read every story myself. I remove hospital names and anything that could identify you, and nothing is planted in the forest without that review.
The usual track is not the only way to use a healthcare degree. Some people go overseas. Some move into industry, write about health, teach, or start their own practice. Every path has a cost.
Every path has people who do well on it, and people who find it hard. If you are wondering about your next step and want someone to talk to, I can listen.
Short, calm takes on news that affects healthcare people in Malaysia.
Of about 23,000 contract doctors between 2016 and 2021, only 789 were made permanent.
Same hospital, same department, same work. One circular nearly gave the people who joined a year later one allowance less.